Friday, March 9, 2012

Back to The Path :)

Whoaaa.. Lama amit gw kaga blogging ya.. heheheh.. Sejak masuk semester Spring ini, jadwal kuliah bener2 ajegile.. >___<  Selama sebulan awal2 masuk, gw sempet ngerasa empty bangettsss karena relationship gw ama Tuhan kendor.. Hikzz.. Gw sering begadangan karena banyak assignment.. haha.. Sampe sumday, God reminded me, "you are working alone so hard, My child.. I am willing to help you.." Wuih.. I just realized it! Kalo selama semester mulai, gw terlalu dalem sama kesibukan gw n put Him second.. Huhuhu.. Forgive me, My Lord.. :'((

Thanks to Him that He still give me a chance to get back to Him.. Akhir2 ini, mulai lagi gw back on Him.. It's hard.. Karena ibarat orang yang lagi sepedaan, sepeda gw uda stop.. So, kalo mao ngebut sama sepeda itu, I should start it again.. n untuk start it, butuh extra effort..

But yeaa, He is a good Lord.. Super gooooddd.. Beyond everything.. hehehe.. I just have no words to explain how wonderful He is.. He is just too perfect to be described! Are you agree with me? :P   Anyway, sejak gw jaoh dari Babeh, selalu ada aja.. Relationship gw dengan sesama juga terganggu.. Sampe sempet juga gw nyampe ke titik jenuh sama activity gw.. Gw mulai milir, buat apa gw kuliah kalo at the end gw ga bisa deket sama Tuhan gw.. Gw pingin drop semua kelas2 gw aja pas itu.. hahaha.. But pas itu Dy cuman bilang, "nope.. you shouldn't drop your classes! For I want you are educated in order to do your ministry.." Heh? Kaget banget pas itu karena saat itu saat2 dimana gw kalo doa berasa empty banget, but pas doa soal drop'in kelas, dpt jawaban.. Eaa kaga jadi drop kelas2 deh.. hehehe.. I did not kno what He meant, sampe last night He revealed me everything.. He is just too awesome!!!

Halah.. Emang manusia ga bisa jaoh dari Tuhan'nya ya.. Kalo jaoh, selalu ada aja.. >_<   Oh, gw ada perna baca a quote gitu.. "God without human is still God, but a man without God is nothing" Whoaa.. I totally agree!!! God is God, and I am nothing without Him.. Who am I?? Everything I have come from Him. He is my source of everything.. and yes, I need Him everyday.. every time.. Ouch.. Thanks to Him who always get me back.. Thanks to Him who always find me when I am lost.. Thanks to Him who never lost my hands.. and thanks to Him who always love me everyday..

"To hear God's voice, turn down the world's volume" -Anonymous

My Dear Lord,
Thank You for everything..
Thank You for Your mercy and grace..
Thank You for the chance to get back to you everyday..
Thank You for allowing me to know You deeper everyday..
Thank You for the abundant blessing that I can't count..
Thank You for Your love..
I am unable to repay You, but You are the One who make me able to do so..
Help me Lord, to be the one You made me to be..
Help me to love You everyday..
Help me to seek You deeper..
Teach and guide me to Your ways, Lord Jesus..
For I am Yours..
Amen.