The Love that Never Fail

Apparently, I was so busy with school and other stuff, so my relationship with Him is loose. I feel so empty and get cranky easily.. haha.. I even get mad at my Rainbow with no reason.. Goshh, I am sorry Dear >__<  I tried to devotion, but I couldn't really focus. I tried to pray, I got nothing. I tried to play guitar n worship, it couldn't help at all. DUH.. Why? I am not sensitive enough to hear Him! Huaaaaa.. Noooo.. :''''''''(((((((   In  John 10:27 He says that 

"MY sheep LISTEN to my voice; I KNOW them, and they FOLLOW me." 

So, what kind of sheep I am?? Uh-Nooo.. However, His love is never fail. NEVER!

God loves us so much. He says it in John 3:16, and He has proven it. He gave His only Son, He reconciled with us, He blessed us even though we are not worthy for it. He loves us and nothing can change it. The thing is He hates our sins. If we compromise sins, that means we choose to disconnect from Him—we choose to create a gap between us and God. Sometimes we believe that we do good things, we serve God, etc you name it.. In fact, we do all of those things because of ourselves. Some people go for mission to certain country without asking God, but they do it because they WANT it.

We are the clay and God is the Potter, there is no way the clay tells the Potter to make it to be certain vessel. God has plan for every of us. He knows what to do in us, and still working on it. But we are the ones who always ruin His work. In Jeremiah 18: 4 states that 

“But the pot He was shaping from the clay was marred in His hands; so the Potter formed it into ANOTHER pot, shaping it AS SEEMED BEST TO HIM.” 

It means, even though we are bad, we break His heart, we don’t obey Him, we don’t want to come to Him, HIS LOVE REMAINS THE SAME. He still wants to mold us, IF we want it. If we choose to leave the wheel, it’s our choice and He will not force us to obey Him.

In 1 John 1:9 also states that 

“IF we confess our sins, He is FAITHFUL and just and will FORGIVE us our sins and PURIFY us from all unrighteousness.” 

That means He wants to be reconciled with us again, although we broke His heart. BUT, this is NOT AN EXCUSE to do the same sin. Sin is sin, and the consequence of sin is death. Our spirit will be dead if we constantly repeat the same sin. We will not be sensitive enough to Holy Spirit’s awareness, and at the end we feel like God allows us to do it. Big NO! It’s our decision to be off guard. He never ever compromise sin, we are the ones who compromise. Again, compromising with sin means walking away from God.

Our God is an awesome God. He loves us so much, so that He will never ever force us to follow Him. He will open our heart and mind, give us conviction by the Holy Spirit, but option is in our hand. Most of time, God calls us to do something that we don’t like, again—decision is in our hand to obey and see His wonderful work or stay in our box and say “You know.. I can’t do it, Lord”. Believe it, if God calls us to do something we cannot do, be rejoice. That means that we will have another skill improved! He never calls us without providing what we need. Remember He is a good God. If we—human being—know how to give, surely He more than understands how to do it. Nothing can change His love for us.